Hikayat seorng perindu

seriously..aku rindu giler nk blik sekolah...
even aku tau ..aku dh xde pluang tu lgsung..
since i read the 'tunas'...i realized sumthing....
i've missed one big moment there......
study hard...tesion sbab stayup...
after this..i'll never feel that right???
kalau nk ikutkan..memg berkoyan2 rase menyesal tu terperuk dlm hati ni....
tp nk wat camaner?????/ i can't turn back anymore...
juz look forward and juz go straight to the point...
when calimity comes...rase mcm kene lenyek dgan lorry balak...
whatever it is..must remember one thing..
ALLAH X KAN BEBANKAN HAMBANYE DGAN APE YG KITE X MAMPU TANGGUNG.....
hope rezki aku ade....bcoz i'll bring back that biggie moment....
shall I??????..InsyaAllah........

xperiences rayer ket skolah........

Alhamdulillah.....
diam x diam...hari ni dah rayer ke 8...
kejap sgt maser tu berlalu....
hari ni ryer kat skola...cuak jgak..
tp best...
and part yg pling best..kelas kitorng bleh menang the best open house in form5.......
x sangka lngsung
tp...rezeki tu Allah yg bg....
tq kat 5sta2...n 5st2....

dpat shoot ngan madam tee..duk sbelah lgi..
Ya Allah...kalau la addmath madam tee bleh serap masuk trus kat kepala aku..
alngkah bhgianyer idop....
tp...
nak x nak...
kne put effort jgak...

tau depan ..
dah x rser pgalamn mcm ni lgi...
walaupun giler, havoc...tp itulah yg akan kiter ingat....
kat maner la agknyer aku berayer taun depan????
wait and see......

hari ni x seperti biaser.....

WOW!!!!!!!!!!
hari ni memg x mcm biaser...
knp aku yg kne judge ats kslahn org lain.....
knpe aku????
sometimes it's not fair...pasal dh slalu sgt raser mcm ni....
tp aper bleh buat..trima je la...
brani sbab aku btul...
aku hadap sorg2..aku nangis sorg2.....
but i know one thing..
i have never be alone right?????
i always have HIM...my LOVER....my GOD....my ALLAH....
bak kter kumpulan hijjaz...
hidup x selalunya indah..
langit x selalu cerah...
mcm2 ujian yg diturunkan utk mnguji hamber2Nya...
cume kuat xkuat je nk cnfront bnder2 mcm ni...
cnfused.....org cnfused x bleh nk decide sumthing better...
Ya Allah..kuatkan iman hambeMu yg lmah ini...mghdapi sgaler ujianMU.....

knaper tetiber miss kat dier plak ni??????

haila.......
camaner ni...
aq termiss kt dier la plak...
maner xnyer...
5 tahun t'pisah duh...
knaper la aq mesti pindah kt tmpat dier tnggal...
bhayer la camni..
aq nk pindah rumah lamer aq blek.....
i'm not dat mushy2 luv la...
cool u....

don't know wat to do actually....

ekh...mende ni..
aq x paham nk wat blog mcmane..
tu ler..
dulu blagak sgt nk wat sorg2..
skang ni dah blur nk wat ape kt site ni...
pliz laa...

i'm a fiver now...ngaaaa........

form five ler...

byk gler hmwerk n sgale bende yg x terlafaz..
knpe la xder mufti yg fatwakan homerwork tu haramm..
kan bgus..xpyah nk susah2 wat kejer..

tapi memanglaa..
msuk form 5 ni x ckup nfas beb..
smuer buat raser mcm x perfect jerr..
dah berape byk kali aq wat hal x siap hmework...
ckgu2 smuer dah aim..

haiyoooooooooo...
tension thp petala ke lapan la...
sabar la wahai hmba Allah.....

nak geram smpai biler?????

hari nie maulidurasul kt skola....
best sebab berarak..pencramah dier..not bad la...
tq kat far coz snggup jerit2 lawan slawat dgan yg laen...
prefect stk hebat maa....
eventhough rmai yg x suke ktorng....
janji vouge...
tq kat smuer prefect yg msuk berarak....
jasemu dikenang....

budak tu?????
smpi bler aq nk temper....
aq xtau ler..mcm da elergic gler ngan dier...
mebi dier ingt aq x bleh wat keje tnpe dier kot...
lntakla.....
don't too overboard la my dear, intan pyung, kaapal korek, petroleum...
i'll proove it to u n ur konco2..
watch out u...
over my dead body first...

last year in skool world lo..

first time dpt wat blog s'diri without sesape yg tlong...mebi dat's is my pride...
hri ni register skolah...welcome back to skool already ar...pliz say hi to stk..ngeeeeeeee!!!! taun ni last year utk skool world. kt skola la dunier kter sbenanyer..urmm..sweet time..nightmare..moz of them in there. mcmane la dunier aq agknyer lpas spm ni ek??? seram betik nk tgok dunier luar.. sweet 17 la aq nmpknyer.. kt skola jgak aq jumpe ramai insan yg mcm2 jnis...ye lar tuhan jadikan manusier b'mcm jenis...taun ni mebi agk berat utk aq..aq mgaku yg aq ni cmer insan biaser jek..kadg2 x dpt nk trime certain calamity yg dtg...setiap kali ujian tu datg, stu je aq pk.. Allah tak akan menguji hambenyer dengan ape yg x mampu dtnggung...itulah perangsang aq slamer ni...luahan perasaan... stiap hari adlah hri yg t.baik...smuger..thun 2010 n 1431 hijrah ni mjadikan tahun yg b'mkner utk aq....espcially my spm result...must be superb yar....